I should really explain my actions personally but it would only drag up old wounds, not going to happen.
It was like an acrid smoke, clogging and choking at my lungs, the stench of recriminations and bile giving me no room to breathe. No let up, no grace in manner, no bow of the head to say it's done, finished. Rehashed, again and again.
I went, simple as that.
But I missed you, simple as that.
So I returned.
Simple.
As.
That.
I promised you once I would stay to the end, I shall try, I really shall.
Don't break me in the process, ' kay?
21 comments:
GS, I'm glad that you are here. =]
When you were gone, I couldn't very much watch you anymore, now could I? I missed you, to the moon and back down to the Earth.
I'm here to talk if you need someone to talk to. =] My email is up, and my blogs are open.
All my love;
- 007
<3
G.S., it is so good to have you back!
I loved what you wrote on this post. It summed up exactly what happens when it gets too much on that blog. Why is it that this one blog pulls us all in? I know now it is not the idea of who the owner MIGHT be, it is the people, it is Mayo, SS, the Family.
For all our fussing and fighting, there is a genuine love in that place, something special that may never be repeated again. Before this, neither J. or I had even been ON a blog before, much less had one, or participated in one.
This is special. I know we can all feel it. And each of us are part of a puzzle that is incomplete when one goes missing.
I too made a promise to stay until the end. I fully intend to keep that promise.
Welcome back, my dear. You were missed.
Love,
Lisa (and Jen)
Thank you for your well-wishes for my surgery. I appreciate it more than you will know.
Love,
Lisa
We missed you too!
Let me know if it gets stuffy again...I'll help you prise open one of those big windows.
I missed you sweetie. I'm soooooooooooooooooooooo glad that you came back.
Luv caz xxxx
GS,
I am so glad you came back. I missed you. Sucks that we can't inhale the corner together much anymore, but there's always the porch.
Love,
S
GS,
Thanks so much for your message at my blog. The end of the marking period is killing me, between grading papers, and writing midterms. As soon as this real life stuff is done, I'll be back in full force!
Hello GS!
How are you?
Thank you for your lovely comment on my blog.
Right now the things happening at Mayo's are far too upsetting for me. Some people and their behavior towards others really ticks me off. I'm not gone, though.
I observe, I'll keep in touch.
You were the first one to comment on my blog back then. Do you remember?
I will always remember that!
Thank you!
Love & Kisses & Hugs
Siobhan
GS, how are you?
Havn't spoken to you in a while!
Lots of love.
- Jade
xx
Hey,
It's funny we were both thinking of leaving at the same time. Maybe we can help each other out when it comes to the blog.
Anyway I saw torchwood and I so loved it. I watched it twice. It made my day.
GS,
I just wanted to drop by and inhale your air.
I promise that I didn't infect yours. I am no longer contagious......I think.
At least, I hope.
See ya in the corner!
GS,
Just a small note to let you know that J. and I both are glad we have got to know you and count you as not only our friend, but our Family. And we love you for it.
Love,
L. and J.
Hey, GS,
We are just sick and tired and sick and tired of it.
Thank you for being there. We appreciate it more than you know. We all have to look after each other, the "Lovelies".
There is a quote from Janis Joplin that I like a lot, and I've been thinking about lately for the "Lovelies":
"Never compromise yourself, you're all you've got."
Love you,
L.
Hi GS sweetie. I missed you so much when I was gone. Who else calls me foggy, I missed that.
Love you sweetie.
Hello GS
Thank you so much for your lovely thoughtful comment. Its a funny old thing-Reality.
I promise you I'm not sad but of course I would prefer that things would be different.
I am content-a very underrated feeling.
Re the undeleted (is this even a word?) telephone number, trust me he really does deserve better and I hope he has found that. I last spoke to him 6 months ago-another drunken mistake. He is still very lovely.
Anyway, people are fabulous. We cannot all be the same.
You take good care.
Love EB37 x
hey gs, cheers for popping in me house. i am not going anywhere i am just haveing a shit time, coldnt be bothered with mayo today and i tried to give advice when i said i wouldnt do it.
i hope you are ok and i do know what you mean with foreign and not english hahaha you made me laugh on that one.
xx
hi there :)
thanks for your comment, well who would have thought that monkeys are so mean right? ;)
jep so much going on the last weeks, at first no internet at home, then I moved, and last week I was ill and worked overtime at work, so I wasn´t really up to blogbelieve in the evenings.
hope you´re ok and nice greets from rainy helLsinki
pixie
Hello GS, thanks for your comment.
I miss hanging out with you in the corner, sipping tea and munching on cookies. I hope you are doing well!
Andrea
Thank you for your lovely comment at my blog.
Thank you also for the emails. you are a great friend and I love you.
allo poppet.
cheers for your words and what would of been your massive comment. i will be fine. hunky dory jack anory
thank you gs,
xx
Hi GS.
Thanks for the blog message.
You don't need to be forgiven, you haven't done anything except be a friend. And I can never thank you enough.
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